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2007-07-27T00:12:00.001+08:00

things tat can be done when you are young gets more and more difficult when ones grow older.

people that thinks that there is always tommorrow will suffer eventually.

time is finite.

Proposal Daisakusen - a japanese drama

taught me that.

touching story & i learned some things,

reflected upon my past,

regrets.

lols.. was emoing up there.. dunno wat happen to me in school todae.. my class mates mostly skipped a lecture.. but i didnt.. after an interview with a teacher i went to the lecture.. during the interview i suddenly felt v sad.. no idea.. my heart jus when down and i almost tear why talking to my teacher.. after tat as i walked back alone to the lecture theatre i almost cry again.. i wiped off my tears b4 entering the class.. no idea wat happened to me.. i jus feel sad todae.. the show affected me alot.. i feel v sad for the male character in the show.. the female oso.. hais.. hahaa.. why cant i tell myself its a show.. human always find excuses when they meet up with a diffuclt situation.. tats wat the show oso said.. and still have many other things tat are mention in the show.. its all soo true.. haha tats all its late 12.20am 27 july 2007

2007-05-21T23:04:00.001+08:00

In life.. we gain something.. but in actual fact we lose something too..
In life.. when we think everything is going right, it went wrong again..
In life.. we are unable to cherish what we have until the very last moment..
In life.. we look forward to the future but the past still mingles around us..
In life.. friendships are very rare..

In life.. there are countless of things happening but i will never forget ___ .

2007-04-19T00:05:00.001+08:00

my good buddies.. loneliness, sadness , sorrow, fustrations, stress have never left me b4.. if i were to say tat i m lonely tat wouldnt be right.. hais.. feel so left out in the club.. feeling empty now.. i m like a bombshell.. empty inside.. why? why cant i change myself.. i m nt putting in effort.. i am alone.. the reality of this world.. why cant i face it.. why do i detest it soo much.. even though i dont like the reality of the cruel world i couldnt change anything at all.. its all in cycle.. circle cirlce.. circles.. loneliness sadness sorrow makes my tears form in my eyes.. as they stream down.. and dries up.. nthing changes but onli the emptiness remain..

2006-12-18T21:10:00.001+08:00

hihi.. the wedding was fun... my teacher looks pretty soo does her husband.. hahas.. it is a new experience for me.. though i dont quite understand the preach and the religious prayers.. but the atmosphere was there.. the church is pretty... yapps.. holding the wedding there was wow.. dunno how to explain.. very sweet.. haha like those seen in the tv.. hahas.. not alot of ppl.. but it was fun..!! then went out to play vivo city with the guys... my first time there.. the place look grand.. but way too big.. hahaha.. we played pool and i went home super tired.. yahh tats all.. i did nothing todae.. yapps.. resting and playing.. tats all.. cyas

2006-11-27T21:27:00.001+08:00

had a restless slp last night.. though i was tired ytd i didnt manage to slp.. i watch tv till 1 am .. the show i wanted to watch end at 1.. hahas.. but then after tat there is a horror movie?? not sure about it.. and there was also man u against chelsea match.. i watched the horror movie and the soccer match together.. but the horror movie was the show tat capture my attention more.. by the time the show end.. it was 3 am .. the ending of the horror story was not good as in the main characters all didnt have a good ending.. two died one gone crazy.. was kinda of sad about the ending.. and end up thinking about the show b4 slpping.. as i think more and more i couldnt slp.. and i flip around.. here and there.. and soon i had headache, and finally i think it was 3.30 b4 i finally slpt.. then 6.30 my alarm rang... wake up again.. but onli for a v v v v v v v short moment.. i slpt w/o knowing.. then 7 am my mum woke me up.. i got up feeling all right.. but as the day proceeds... i just got more tired.. but a cup of coffee during the break really save me b4 my 4 hour lecture.. i still feel the weariness of my eyes.. but still could stay awake.. and tats it my day pass by as i daydream acorss it..

2006-11-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

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a memoir of todae .. thanx ...hahas

2006-11-07T23:38:00.001+08:00

tonite had been a bad night.. my eldest sister told us tat shes giving up on her chem alevel paper.. she told us tat she didnt want to go for the paper.. despite me and my younger sis persuading her.. she still considered giving up as her choice.. my parents are worried .. i was oso worried.. my younger sis told me tat my sis need assurance.. soo me and her try and persuade and assure her tat the chem paper wont be soo bad..yapps.. we said alot.. as she was tired she went to slp first.. then after tat.. my younger sis told me about her air rifle shooting todae.. she told me she shot badly and shes having some problems with her eyes.. a coach came up to her and told her not to care about the scores and shoot normally.. she replied and sae tat she didnt care about the scores she cares about the grouping of her shots.. then the coach jus said dont aim for the sky.. the sentence pissed my sis off and she showed attitude to tat guy coach.. then she continuously shot badly so she cant take it and cried at safra.. i told her my opinions and said tat she should love the sport and love playing it every minute of it.. i gave her eg of when i play soccer or basket ball .. if i enjoyed it.. i dont mind losing.. i tried my best.. i play the sport i like and enjoyed it.. i told her to enjoy shooting no matter wat the scores is nor the grouping.. it seems she thinks tat i dont understand her.. i know she aims to be a good shooter.. she wants acknowledgement from her coach.. she has high expectation of herself in shooting.. i didnt tell her about this.. but i wanted her to noe tat if she enjoy shooting.. she will feel better at least when her scores are not good.. she didnt get the point and sort of got angry with me.. i went on and on about enjoying shooting.. think she got irritated.. i said too many times.. she oso went to slp le.. now i m doing my revision chapter questions.. felt like wanting to blog.. so i blog.. not much ppl is online.. the people online all not close de.. msn is a useful tool.. but it doesnt reallie bring people closer to each other.. phone calls are still better.. hais.. my mum shld be v worried for my eldest sis now.. my dad slp le.. my mum oso slp le.. i hope everything will be fine.. my sisters jia you.. no matter wat i sae to ur is quite useless now.. i can only pray and wish for all of ur good..

2006-10-30T20:21:00.001+08:00

been a long day.. start sch at 8 end at 5 *yawns* hahas..going to start studying abit.. need to catch up on my studies.. todae had three lessons.. crs was fine.. started at 8 the teacher is already soo awaked.. she taught us how to differentiate between a argumentative paragraph and a rude reply .. and oso she told us to find assumptions from sentences of words... as in to highlight wat the writer is assuming in his/her sentences.. soo tats all for crs.. then came the ideas.. woah.. after having a few lessons i m still pretty unsure wat the teacher is trying to teach us.. hahhas.. then came the lunch break.. play game for a while then lend it to one of my friend for his lesson... after lunch break is the 4 hour lecture / tutorial.. teacher was in a bad mood.. didnt realise until its was quite late... she got angry with a bunch of guys.. i m included.. =( she feels tat we are not listening in her class.. she showed her anger reallie first time i can feel shes angry.. but she didnt scold us or wat.. yapps.. then end of class and end of day.. felt tat i didnt do anthing the whole dae at all.. lols.. kinda of mad with myself.. got to be serious.. ... i m going to bathe soon.. after bathing.. study time.. =) its 8.30 now most of my class mates either playing or watching tv, some maybe studying.. lols.. i m going to pompom le.. hahhas.. hope tml will be a brighter day.. more meaningful things will happen.. hahas..

2006-10-23T14:43:00.001+08:00

lols.. lesson feel v slppy soo excersing fingers now.. my whole class at first didnt want to go to a lesson.. the lesson is 4 hours long.. most of us holiday mood le.. ahhas i onli just realise tml is a public holiday.. hahas ytd slpt late to watch tv.. tml can slp wooohooo.. hahahas.. the class is quite quiet.. teacher start teaching again cannot type hahas.. now break all of a sudden become noisier.. hahahas.. teacher told us one thing.. she say " if you do finish ur practical u can go.. " hahahs immediaetly the guys dont want go break le.. lols.. hahahs i oso go do le!! hahaha blog again next time i feel the energy flow back to me le.. hahahs do work do work!! faster go home!!!

2006-10-09T11:26:00.002+08:00

time flies ...

2006-10-08T00:26:00.001+08:00

while listening to mp3 .. i just think about the past again.. happy moments i had in my life.. but all was gone and passed me..

not within my grasp anymore...

feel soo

2006-09-30T00:51:00.001+08:00

tiring day .. lols.. was thinking about things again jus now.. one of the few things is about the qns of whether i have changed anot.. hmm i feel tat i have changed.. lols.. dunno whether tats a good thing or bad.. but definitely i have become a stronger yew yong.. hahaha... at least i feel last time when ppl say something about me i take it.. now haha maybe i will voice out and challenge wat that person had said.. yapps.. and oso.. i think i got a bit stronger hahas.. in terms of strength.. haaha.. todae in sch play basketball and soccer.. drain my energy out to the limit.. hahah soo hungry when i reached home.. hahah after eating diner which is now.. i still feel hungry.. lols.. jus now basketball was shiong .. but was fun.. yapps.. it was like when the triple e club ppl when we first came in.. we play together and enjoy ourselves.. hahas.. sooo long since the last time we really played like tat.. hahha.. legs very tired.. mind oso.. hahha.. Liying end of years start le.. jia you jia you jia you.. hahhaa.. =( *worried for u* )= hahha jia you..!! u rest whenever u can.. hahahs.. good nitess...

2006-09-25T23:12:00.001+08:00

first day of sch restart.. hahas.. cant handle le.. lolx.. v tired!! hahhaa long hours of classes.. woohoo.. tonite slping early.. hahas for tml going sch early again.. need to wake up even earlier than ytd.. todae i miss 3 trains at bukit batok 1 train at jurong east.. hahahhah... too many ppl le.. = P hahaha.. pathetic.. lols.. resulting being late for the first lesson with a new teacher... hahah i walk into the class when the teacher is talking about punctuality... hahaha i diao-ed... hahhaass... yapps i m going to slp.. jia you *liying*.. hahhaa.. good nites...

2006-09-25T00:01:00.001+08:00

hahas.. jia you jia you.. wor wei ni da qi.. hahhaa .. ke yi de.. chem can de.. haha.. zhi yao you xing yi ding ne zou dao.. hahhaa.. my han yu ping ying not good.. haha.. yapps if got heart can do it de.. hahaha direct translation.. ke yi de .. jia youx.. hahaax... =) gooood nites..

2006-09-24T01:01:00.001+08:00

hahaax... blogging something good todae.. hahax.. had a fun chat with liying todae.. hahaha .. she v nice.. lolx.. even if i have changed i m still yewyong.. aahah yapps.. even if i have changed i still can be nice.. hahaha.. lolx.. felt better after talking to her.. i m proud of her.. hehe.. she taught me how to put pw into blog.. hahahax.. my eyes feel v sore now.. dunno why.. hahax.. todae liverpool match was soo exciting.. hahax.. three nice goals.. lolx.. i think i going to slp le.. lolx..
i am hungry.. =P

2006-09-23T17:34:00.001+08:00

tired tired.. slp till shuang.. haha..saturday now.. ytd was fun.. hahax.. the haunted apartments.. woooo hahahx.. dont like the stupid fathers in the show.. number one bastards .. walking back to thomas hse was fun too ... going back to slp.. =P

2006-09-22T10:24:00.001+08:00

miss my blogging time ytd.. went to slp instead hahhax... ytd was very tired... haha.. go swimming in the afternoon with ben.. swam till my mouth sorta cramp... v pain.. hahah... then go to sch.. paint banner abit onli.. then jogging with hx, gx .. do different kinds of exercise SHIONG... soo tired.. hahhax.. again i almost feel like vomiting when i sprint.. hahax.. luckily i have nothing to vomit... hahhax.. so felt better in a while.. lolx.. then went to bathe.. theres heater!! hahax.. v shuang.. lolx..

going to sch now..

2006-09-20T23:51:00.001+08:00

today things were normal.. no highs and lows.. i m going to bed le.. a question pop into my head ; have i changed?; will think about tat question thoroughly.. not sure myself.. wonders =P

2006-09-18T23:56:00.000+08:00

i miss all the people tat came into and left my life...

miss gossipings
miss talking
miss playing around
miss fooling around
miss going to the toilet with my friends
miss playing soccer together
miss playing the hand whacking scissor paper stone
miss sitting in a class room
miss the jokes
miss asking the teachers ridiculous questions
miss the rowdiness of the class
miss the scoldings from teachers
miss the standing outside of class
miss the orange tat got squash on the wall
miss the chin chou on the roof
miss talking on the phone
miss tv shows tat was nice
miss slping well
miss polar bears and penquins
miss hearing stories from .......

miss many many more
its 12 am
miss the previous day
a new day has just begun
time flies
getting old
and older

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